I am super dissatisfied with my life right now. I've got to make some changes. And I am so glad I will soon be leaving this town, but I feel like I am not living a full life because I am waiting for some uncertain moving day. I am certain I am moving, I just don't know when, and does it make sense to do nothing/stagnate just because I plan on moving in a few months?

I keep looking at areas of my life and thinking I should be doing a better job of managing my life. I am extremely critical of myself--and it becomes difficult to change things I don't like because I have hurt my own feelings beating myself up over things.

So I will just have to either be nicer to myself or be a better self-motivator because some things just HAVE to change. Like all the junk food I eat and how that makes me look and then how that makes me feel.

I do feel pretty good about not dating someone right now--I feel positive that I would date beneath me as I have in the past because I don't feel good about my physical appearance. Some people want to pressure me into dating, but I got to tell you, it would be a disaster right now--for the reason I just stated as well as my impending departure. Messy.

How many people do you think get into Ivy League schools that don't really deserve it? I want to go to an Ivy League school, but I think my undergrad grades and current law school grades would keep me out. I wonder if I could just leave that bit out and apply anyway?